Bloody Diary

The  is one of the quest items in Vampyr.
 * Found on the desk by the bed you will need to sleep with during Prologue.

Description
A diary covered with blood stains found in an sealed off house.
 * 15th October. Bad sleep. Becky coughed all night, and the fever made her delirious, I
 * heard a loud noise in the morning. It's a big machine some men brought by the banks to
 * dig a big hole in the ground. It was some sort of mechanical shovel. Maybe I could go
 * there, and ask for some work? Becky needs medicine.
 * 16th October. I talked to the men with the mechanical shovel. They told me they are
 * digging mass graves all around London. Safety measures apparently. Is there a new
 * epidemic? Is the flu coming back? They had no work for me. Becky slept a little last
 * night. The foundry has been closed, and there are no more jobs nearby.
 * 19th October. I went to London to find some groceries, and drugs. No trains. It took me
 * the whole day to cross the Thames and come back. Becky seemed better. I made a
 * soup she ate. I found no drugs, only a few syringes, and some sleeping pills on the black
 * market. We have no money left. Maybe I could go the Pembroke Hospital tomorrow?
 * But it's so far, and I fear leaving my wife for so long.
 * 19th October. Becky threw up the meal a few hours after she ate. She is so frail now it
 * makes me cry. She says she hear voice outside at night. She says she wants to eat
 * meat. Where would I find meat? Tomorrow, I'll barricade the house to protect us from
 * looters.
 * 21st October. The men with the mechanical shovel have stopped digging the mass
 * grave. I heard shouts last night, as if they were attacked. Now there are only a few boats
 * throwing bodies day and night into the giant hole. The smell is terrible. We should have
 * left this house a week ago, but Becky... She refuses to leave. She'd rather die, she said
 * with a nasty smile. Why is she torturing me so?
 * 22nd October. Becky just attacked me! She jumped on me from the stairs, and tried to
 * bite me. I had to smack her, but she smacked me back. I went upstairs and locked
 * myself in the bedroom. Now I can hear her crying and mumbling downstairs. I retrieved
 * the gun I hid in the ceiling since the war to protect the house. Now, I'm ready to use it to
 * protect myself from my own wife...
 * 23rd October. I could not sleep at all. Becky spent the whole night scratching at the
 * door, asking for my help, begging me to let her in, but I was too afraid to open it. I'm just
 * waiting for her to die now. It would not be long. I pray God it will end soon.
 * 24th October. I was so hungry. I tried to go downstairs this morning. Becky was sitting in
 * the armchair by the chimney. She was panting like a dog, looking at me without moving,
 * just following me around the room with her eyes. I pointed the gun at her sore face but
 * she did not react. I could not pull the trigger. I went back to my room.
 * 25th October. The house is silent like a tomb. No more noises. Becky is dead now.
 * Forgive me, my love, I was unable to save you. I'll be with you soon enough.
 * 24th October. I was so hungry. I tried to go downstairs this morning. Becky was sitting in
 * the armchair by the chimney. She was panting like a dog, looking at me without moving,
 * just following me around the room with her eyes. I pointed the gun at her sore face but
 * she did not react. I could not pull the trigger. I went back to my room.
 * 25th October. The house is silent like a tomb. No more noises. Becky is dead now.
 * Forgive me, my love, I was unable to save you. I'll be with you soon enough.
 * 25th October. The house is silent like a tomb. No more noises. Becky is dead now.
 * Forgive me, my love, I was unable to save you. I'll be with you soon enough.